its been so so so long that i cant remember when was the last time i blog.maybe a whole semester which means around four months plus.hmmm.today was my last day of examination.i'm so depressed and i had no one to talk too.i wanted to cry but i cant seem to find the tears.
i did really badly for my paper today and yesterday and the day before and the day before.conclusion was that i did badly for my final examination.today paper hit me the worst.i do not know what i wrote at all in the paper.i dont know the calculation(calculation covers almost 80% of the paper).not even one.and to make matter worse,i felt that i almost got everything wrong after i look at my tutorial.and the theory i'm not sure whether what i wrote is what the lecturer want.i'm so stress up by thinking of it.i was suppose to be happy that i am free from all the tortures but i dont.i actually felt scare.fear of what awaiting me on THE DAY.i knew i cant do anything right now as what was over was over.you cant turn back the time.but still the fear within me is no jokes.
my sister told me 'you cant do anything anymore since it already pass'.i agreed but how can i get myself not to think of it???arghhh.i really want to scream out so loud to let everything go.arghhh.
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