feeling...

i was going through my frens bloggie.i realise that whatever you wrote here is what u feel at a particular point and nothing else.so i post this after reading the fella's bloggie.kinda feel sad for that fella.cause of what he gone through.but i believe that everything happens for a reason.do no matter whether the reason is good or bad.there is no way u change the reason but to accept it.dont not only live your life because of love.even though love is important but hey there are thousand of stuffs that are more worthy for you to care rather than love alone.



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short semester=dead meat

short semester really not my cup of tea.omg.im not really those can study everyday.i mean after class u wan me to face my book again??the ans is NO WAY.but during short sem u have to do that(BUT i didnt).if u dun i believe that u will sure be very stress when ur exams start.haizz.i sure will feel tat.i have tons of assignments need to be done.i have tons of homework need to finish.i have my mid term in week 4.omg.imagine that.u barely starts ur new sem and u need to face ur mid term ad.then final during week 8.in 2mths times,all syllabus need to be cover like ASAP.then u gonna have a very pack(i mean very packed) timetable.class from morning till noon.oh man.but ya noe wat im doing???watching dramas.watching game shows.watching watever i have in my lappie even though i might have watch them thousand of times.i juz dun wanna study(or can i say not in the mood to study.anyway it have the same meaning).and not forgetting i have lots of activities.they say im stupid but hey tats wat frens are for.when frens need ur help i cant say no.so i believe tat i din make any mistake in participating in them.at least im enjoying the moment.lolx.meeting new peeps even though i aint one chick tat are good in socializing.yeah.i will enjoy the present whether it is go or bad.u sure will feel better.



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painful but a happy experiance

how am i gonna start tis???well.we got to know that there was a water fall at the hutan rekreasi.we were told by the ice-cream seller.he told us that you just need to walk for 3km then you will see the water fall(LIAR).BUT we believe him and we start walking.omg.we walk for so long till the end of the road.no where else we can go.darn.we feel kinda cheated.but we meet 2 youngsters that told us that the water fall is across the river and we just need to walk up the hill.so we all really crossed the river and i got all wet(wear long jeans.haizz).and we started walking.kinda enjoy it at first.but we still didnt saw the water fall even though we've been walking for kinda long.another huge probz was there were a lot of leeches.omg.on our legs.darn.not really painful but its really very geli.imagine it moving around your legs.and dont forget that it also suck your blood.omg.very difficult to remove it and when it is gone,you gonna start bleeding.bleed damn a lot.like wow.imagine a small animal like that can cause you to bleed that much.oh man.really very geli when i think again.eww.but anyway it is an experiance that i can have in my life.cause you might not have the opportunity again i mean going through this when you are young rather then when you are old.lolx.it is a precious experiances.



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im back...

its been a long time since i wrote here.looking back,i onli wrote 2post during oct.damn.haizzz.no choice cause its exam.damn tense and stress.not going to deny tat im damn stress at tat point.so didnt wrote(in another words im so lazy to update.lolx).i still remember during my study week,i didnt study at all.not at all.i come back my hometown to watch tv and hang out wif my frens.damn useless.but at tat point i still dun feel like studying(ya noe wat i mean).if not till the last minute u dun feel the urge to study.i dunno.maybe im the only one tat feel tat.im usually a last minute person.i noe tat i will be stress like studying a few days(or can i say one day) before exam.i hate it but i still do tat.darn.hopeless.useless.lol.

when i study last minute den i will feel all those tense and i feel like i wanna break down.juz like anythime.the stress tat i feel.its unbearable.totally.i will be studying the whole day.omg.u cant do anything but facing the books onli.u cant do anything cause u dun have the choice at all.image u have exam in the afternoon and den the next morning u have another exam.shitto.how can u have time to study.i dunno.its like damn.u cant relax at all.after exam have to continue to study and u cant do other things.haizzz.

i still remember the time when i saw my exam timetable.in my heart i really wan to kill those tat fix it.i have continuous 3days exam then i have a rest for 4days.after tat i got another continuous 2days exam.den the saddest was that i will finish my last paper on the last day of exam(i mean my last paper is the day where all exams end.hopefully u understand wat i mean.hehe).imagine having exams continuously and those papers have to do lotsa excersice.gosh.my fren say tat its because ive not been studying during the normal day.ok.i admit tat i dun usually study on normal day except if i have my mid term.other than tat i will prefer to spend my times on dramas and series.its my fault to do tat.BUT how can anyone say NO to the latest hk dramas,supernatural,heroes,etc.maybe others can but i juz cant.i have to bear the consequenses WHICH is STRESS.

but im totally grateful tat during tat time,my sister gave a lot of encouragement which i think is totally important.and also not forgetting my buddy tat give me a lotsa encouragement too.wakaka.i totally believe tat a simple message can make someone feel better.i truely believe tat cause tat wat i feel when i got message of encouragement tat i needed tat much.ya know how precious is tat a simple sms during the times when u feel tat the world is dark and u r all alone(ok.im emo again BUT its a fact).its juz give u hope or can i say tat the sms juz tell u tat everything will juz be fine.it will be alright.i appreciate it a lot.hell alot.lolx.thanx a lot u guys.


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