im back...

its been a long time since i wrote here.looking back,i onli wrote 2post during oct.damn.haizzz.no choice cause its exam.damn tense and stress.not going to deny tat im damn stress at tat point.so didnt wrote(in another words im so lazy to update.lolx).i still remember during my study week,i didnt study at all.not at all.i come back my hometown to watch tv and hang out wif my frens.damn useless.but at tat point i still dun feel like studying(ya noe wat i mean).if not till the last minute u dun feel the urge to study.i dunno.maybe im the only one tat feel tat.im usually a last minute person.i noe tat i will be stress like studying a few days(or can i say one day) before exam.i hate it but i still do tat.darn.hopeless.useless.lol.

when i study last minute den i will feel all those tense and i feel like i wanna break down.juz like anythime.the stress tat i feel.its unbearable.totally.i will be studying the whole day.omg.u cant do anything but facing the books onli.u cant do anything cause u dun have the choice at all.image u have exam in the afternoon and den the next morning u have another exam.shitto.how can u have time to study.i dunno.its like damn.u cant relax at all.after exam have to continue to study and u cant do other things.haizzz.

i still remember the time when i saw my exam timetable.in my heart i really wan to kill those tat fix it.i have continuous 3days exam then i have a rest for 4days.after tat i got another continuous 2days exam.den the saddest was that i will finish my last paper on the last day of exam(i mean my last paper is the day where all exams end.hopefully u understand wat i mean.hehe).imagine having exams continuously and those papers have to do lotsa excersice.gosh.my fren say tat its because ive not been studying during the normal day.ok.i admit tat i dun usually study on normal day except if i have my mid term.other than tat i will prefer to spend my times on dramas and series.its my fault to do tat.BUT how can anyone say NO to the latest hk dramas,supernatural,heroes,etc.maybe others can but i juz cant.i have to bear the consequenses WHICH is STRESS.

but im totally grateful tat during tat time,my sister gave a lot of encouragement which i think is totally important.and also not forgetting my buddy tat give me a lotsa encouragement too.wakaka.i totally believe tat a simple message can make someone feel better.i truely believe tat cause tat wat i feel when i got message of encouragement tat i needed tat much.ya know how precious is tat a simple sms during the times when u feel tat the world is dark and u r all alone(ok.im emo again BUT its a fact).its juz give u hope or can i say tat the sms juz tell u tat everything will juz be fine.it will be alright.i appreciate it a lot.hell alot.lolx.thanx a lot u guys.


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