im really really sorry...

thousand of guilts.tats how i felt.why cant everything juz be perfect???i dun understand and i never will.like wat my sis told me "nothing is perfect and dont be such a perfectionist.cause u will be the one facing the stress".its true.tats wat i feel now.damn sad and tense and not forgetting stress(they all come together).im really sorry for wat happen. i seriously didnt mean it.i didnt do it on purpose.the more u say its ok,more guilty i feel.damn.i cant get over it.i really wan to cry.i really wan to.i cant hold on any longer.i wan someone to talk to and i cant find anyone.i very very very sad and down.wif all those exams and the things tat happen in between really taking the toll out of me.i really really going to break apart anytime soon.i really will.can anyone out there save me???i really need someone to get me through all these.i cant make it all alone.i really cant.i wan to scream out loud and cry out loud too.i really wan to.IM REALLY REALLY SORRY.



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damn sad!!!

damn sad man.i ad very sad wif my exams ad den now wan to come and say i very pampered.damn lah.a lot of my frens say tat.hello.i din force u.i noe tat sometimes i am damn troublesome.i dun ever deny tat.never.but hello.im oso very very independent ad leh.havent u ever seen someone even more pampered than me.i like something doesnt mean i have to own it.so wat if deep in my heart i wan tat.but i didnt force anyone to buy it rite???cmon.its not wrong to have a dream.so wat if i can onli dream.nothing wrong wif dreaming of owning a thing tat u love.dar.dun u dare to tell me tat deep in ur heart u nvr dream of owning a thing.dream can be realised.maybe not now but in the future u cant deny tat u might own it then.so wat.i can have it when im working.i wont force anyone to get them for me.STOP SAYING IM PAMPERED.I AM NOT.i wont ask for anytthing anymore.i can survived by myself.I AM NOT PAMPERED.NEVER.DUN EVERY SAY TAT AGAIN.


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