i dunno wat happen actually.doing my tutorial ques for today i mean yesterday mid term.thought its ok BUT when i do the real test,i sux at it.yeah.seriously do.darn disappointed.haizzz.dunno wat happen too???but watever over is over.dun wan to think(but im still thinking).haizzz.try not to do tat in my final exam.wishing tat not to happen.
i got to noe IT.sux.i mean cmon.even though u might got better results than me but im proud tat i do it myself.rather like ya noe wat i mean.gosh.unbelievable.juz sux at it if u r not good at it.why do tat???oh man.but its none of my business.dun wan to discuss it after its over cause it hurt to noe wat silly mistake u do.geez.better dun discuss.yeah.will feel much more better.
dunno wat gonna happen but its over.juz live wif it.u have too and u need to.there aint no other choice.kinda tired after all this mid terms.but darn i still got like 5 more assignments to go.ohhhh man.SUX.SCREAM IT OUT LOUD.
BUT im going back tis weekend.will go and relax myself before i come back here and be in wars again.WWIII is happening soon.haizzz.nah my assignment,i die oso will die it out.BUT finals,i have no idea wat gonna to happen at all.then there will be WWIII.oh man.dun even dare to think of tat.
all negative thoughts BUT i noe things will be better.hopefully.lets hope so.
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Friday, August 29, 2008
Thursday, August 28, 2008
nooooo.....
im back again.din update my blog yesterday so here we go...
mmu have a 3 days blood donation campaign starting from 26-28 aug.yeah.i went today but they dun let me donate cause i dun have enough iron.iron???she say it the foods i take.imm not on diet.even though i say i wan too but i still eat damn a lot.i ask my sis and she ask me a ques. "do ur plate eat more than u eat???" im like wat u mean.finally i understand tat.it means i dun finish my food.seriously its not because of diet.but its because i dun feel like eating.i mean im hungry but after the time past u juz dun feel like eating anymore(dun tell me u dun feel tat sometimes).oh man.so its my fault???oh gosh.okok.i will finish all my food next time.i promise i will.lolx.
but i do think that more peeps should go ahead and start donating blood.cause i seriously think it can help a lot of peeps tat need it.i noe the feeling of being scared(if i donate today,i only donate the second time).i noe it.the jarum like so thick.but for me its not really painful lah.i noe.different ppl are different.ppl think differently as well.peeps might not agree wif me.yeah.but i juz think its good tat we can help those in need.seriously.i think its important for them.so lets together try to help those in need(berpahala).lolx.
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mmu have a 3 days blood donation campaign starting from 26-28 aug.yeah.i went today but they dun let me donate cause i dun have enough iron.iron???she say it the foods i take.imm not on diet.even though i say i wan too but i still eat damn a lot.i ask my sis and she ask me a ques. "do ur plate eat more than u eat???" im like wat u mean.finally i understand tat.it means i dun finish my food.seriously its not because of diet.but its because i dun feel like eating.i mean im hungry but after the time past u juz dun feel like eating anymore(dun tell me u dun feel tat sometimes).oh man.so its my fault???oh gosh.okok.i will finish all my food next time.i promise i will.lolx.
but i do think that more peeps should go ahead and start donating blood.cause i seriously think it can help a lot of peeps tat need it.i noe the feeling of being scared(if i donate today,i only donate the second time).i noe it.the jarum like so thick.but for me its not really painful lah.i noe.different ppl are different.ppl think differently as well.peeps might not agree wif me.yeah.but i juz think its good tat we can help those in need.seriously.i think its important for them.so lets together try to help those in need(berpahala).lolx.
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Monday, August 25, 2008
finally...
i have not been updating my blog lately cause i cant online at home(i mean cyber home).finally i can on9 ad.hurray.BUT when i noe the reason why i cant on9 i almost fainted.it juz because of a tiny little winy probz and that prevent us from on9 for like days.SUX.at least it's over now.
its been a very tiring day for me.slept at around 2am tis morning and i force myself to wake up at 5.30am.oh gosh.i never woke up that early i mean never.i dun even do that when im in secondary.lmao.tired giler.the reason for all this started from sat nite when i cant even start on my critique assignment(need to be pass up on mon-today).i've been delaying it(cause i dunno how to d0-excuses-i noe that) and that make me work like siao po on sun.damn giler wei.really siao ad.i cant finish even half of it.force myself to think of watever points or juz like anything so i can put it in my critique.darn.im thinking wif a blank head.seriously not cool at all.damn tense but i noe its my fault for doing it last minutes(BUT I STILL LOVE DOING IT LAST MINUTES-exciting giler and its difficult to change).lolx.
i finally finish it pass it.OMG.FINALLY.its over.but sadly to say i still have 5 assignments coming up.which mean i still CANT relax.oh man.i juz finish comparing wif my buddy who got more assignments to do(you win).life in uni is onli surrounded by assignments,test and presentation(it FREAK me out).aikss.i think tats wat uni life is all about.
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pS: when i wrote tis post my mind is tired like hell and i felt sleepy.tats why i dun really understand what i wrote exactly in here.so sorry.
its been a very tiring day for me.slept at around 2am tis morning and i force myself to wake up at 5.30am.oh gosh.i never woke up that early i mean never.i dun even do that when im in secondary.lmao.tired giler.the reason for all this started from sat nite when i cant even start on my critique assignment(need to be pass up on mon-today).i've been delaying it(cause i dunno how to d0-excuses-i noe that) and that make me work like siao po on sun.damn giler wei.really siao ad.i cant finish even half of it.force myself to think of watever points or juz like anything so i can put it in my critique.darn.im thinking wif a blank head.seriously not cool at all.damn tense but i noe its my fault for doing it last minutes(BUT I STILL LOVE DOING IT LAST MINUTES-exciting giler and its difficult to change).lolx.
i finally finish it pass it.OMG.FINALLY.its over.but sadly to say i still have 5 assignments coming up.which mean i still CANT relax.oh man.i juz finish comparing wif my buddy who got more assignments to do(you win).life in uni is onli surrounded by assignments,test and presentation(it FREAK me out).aikss.i think tats wat uni life is all about.
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pS: when i wrote tis post my mind is tired like hell and i felt sleepy.tats why i dun really understand what i wrote exactly in here.so sorry.
Monday, August 18, 2008
probz
reach home then got the news.SUX.another probz arise when the other probz is not solved.im seriously not worry bout the other stuffs.all i care and worry is onli bout u.wat gonna happen to me if anything ever gonna happen to u???i dun even dare to think of tat.im darn tired of everything but i still need to hold myself and put a brave face.so tat peeps wont be asking.but at times,im tired as well.u can say im the middle person.dun tell them.blah blah blah.dun tell them and u wan me to keep it.luckily u have someone to talk too but wat bout ME???i have to bear the sadness,tense of it???i cant tell anyone???it not fair but i will try my very best to help.all i can do to help i will definitely do it.anything.even stuffs i dun think i can handle.i'll say ok.let me take care of it.oh man.have u ever been through tat.tat feeling???like you r thr onli person in this huge world and wandering y this happen???i have a lot of ques tat i dun think can be given an ans juz like tat.juz an ans tat will onli make u happy but do not solve the probz.who can share those probz wif me man???yeah.now im emo.emo do not happen juz like tat.peeps cause it.surrounding cause it.experiances cause it.dun deny tat cause tats the facts.bearing all those 'things' are unbearable BUT i will definitely survive BECAUSE OF YOU.seriously u r very very very important to me.plz take care of urself.
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what happen???
starting to sleep late(yet again).haiz.another day where i wasted time again.wat i do???nothing to be exact.smsing,chatting,watching shows.okok.at least i finish up my ais homework.yeah.yeah.yeah.i onli do tat the whole day.i noe i wasted my times.but i juz cant control myself.if onli i have someone tat will or i say can make me study.haiz.but too bad.i aint those chick tat will be extremely hardworking even though others study.SO it useless.i still LOVE last minute study(which i noe its totally not good).haiz
okok.skip tat part.i have my dinner outside.and manage to watch the match between lee chong wei and lin dan.expecting it to be a tough match.cause lin dan is a good player and i believe lee chong wei is good too cause he beat a few good players on the way to final.so expecting to be a tense match.BUT fairly disappointing.maybe chong wei is under intense pressure to deliver.i dun think he play well.i mean i love badminton and i do watch badminton.seen he play before BUT i dun think he is up to his own standard today.so im disappointed.i mean its hard to reach an olympic final but everything juz dun go ur way.i dun expect the results to be like tat.cause i think he is way better than tis.but too bad.its not his lucky day.maybe in the next 4yrs.who knows.
p0:) - believe in urself cause u have wat it take to achieve it.
okok.skip tat part.i have my dinner outside.and manage to watch the match between lee chong wei and lin dan.expecting it to be a tough match.cause lin dan is a good player and i believe lee chong wei is good too cause he beat a few good players on the way to final.so expecting to be a tense match.BUT fairly disappointing.maybe chong wei is under intense pressure to deliver.i dun think he play well.i mean i love badminton and i do watch badminton.seen he play before BUT i dun think he is up to his own standard today.so im disappointed.i mean its hard to reach an olympic final but everything juz dun go ur way.i dun expect the results to be like tat.cause i think he is way better than tis.but too bad.its not his lucky day.maybe in the next 4yrs.who knows.
p0:) - believe in urself cause u have wat it take to achieve it.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
....
(tats the packet of tissue im talking about-nice rite???lol)its 2.o5am.i juz came back and i juz finish bathing.oh ya i ate nasi pattaya juz now.unbelieveable.believe it.gosh.but got no choice cause i damn hungry wei.din take dinner leh.so muz makan banyak sikit.lol.
wanna noe y i come back tis late???cause i went to watch the inter-varsity song composing competition.yeah.kinda sad tat mmu din got first(they got third).but at least ya all got the favourite song(through sms).they r so cool.they gave me goosebump when they perform.like WOW.i love it.hahaha.especially the one singing.nice vocal.too bad the opening din go well cause his mic got probz.anyway i din regret going(at least).lol.yeah, they gave a packet of tissue wif a cool image on.its nice.hahaha.saw a lot of peeps.i mean those i noe BUT(there is a but) juz kinda weird.why do peeps juz chang.i mean juz like tat???can be good to u at times and ignore u the other times.oh geez.y there is tis type of peeps???dissapointing.
today i mean yester day is a long day.wake up at 12pm(long time din sleep tis well).then goreng telur and hotdog for breakfast or u can say lunch.lol.then michelle came over to do some home work(AIS-u gave me headache).she gave me a bottle of stars tat she make.very nice.thanx(hoepfully tats not my birthday present.lmao).okok.i aint tat materialistic man.i appreciate it a lot.going to my next post if i got any idea wat to write.anyway chill out.
(tats the bottle of star i mention.thanx a lot to the lead actress.lmao)
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Saturday, August 16, 2008
how i feel...
its 2.06am rite now.i dun feel like sleeping so i juz continue writing,chatting,posting and creating a new friendster acc.haiz.juz got some probz wif my old wan so need to get a new wan.TOTALLY troublesome.
yeah.i get to noe things tat i dun think i should noe but i juz noe(the sentence is weird but hopefully u guys understand).i mean it aint a secret y afraid others noe wat u r doing???i hate liars.dun lie right at my face.cause its not cool at all.nvr will and not going to be.i mean u feel weird tat u din ask me???cmon.i aint those chick tat wan desperate attention.sad to say tis but i dun have the charm like u to attract.so dun worry.
watever.i dun give a damn at all.i noe why im here.at tis place.at tis very moment.i seriously understand and noe it.so i wont give a damn on things tat r not related to me.juz MIND MY OWN BUSINESS.like i say im a day dreamer and LOVE to live in a world i create myself.so i can survive tat.so no worries.
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yeah.i get to noe things tat i dun think i should noe but i juz noe(the sentence is weird but hopefully u guys understand).i mean it aint a secret y afraid others noe wat u r doing???i hate liars.dun lie right at my face.cause its not cool at all.nvr will and not going to be.i mean u feel weird tat u din ask me???cmon.i aint those chick tat wan desperate attention.sad to say tis but i dun have the charm like u to attract.so dun worry.
watever.i dun give a damn at all.i noe why im here.at tis place.at tis very moment.i seriously understand and noe it.so i wont give a damn on things tat r not related to me.juz MIND MY OWN BUSINESS.like i say im a day dreamer and LOVE to live in a world i create myself.so i can survive tat.so no worries.
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TyPeS oF fRiEnDs
i wrote this when im in the class.yeah yeah.some gonna say im not paying attention in class but hey i dun even understand at all wat the heck she crapping in front.sorry to say tat BUT tats the truth.okok.back to wat im gonna write.types of friends.there a lot of them.i've seen it.the first wan is the typical hi bye types of friends.Or somes that pops up when they need ya help.ok.u might not have those friends but seriously i have those around me.
those hi bye friends will tend to fake a smile and juz greet(lousy actors) you or they will juz pretend tat they nvr saw u.oh geez.so lame.tats y i hate it when tat happen.we might not be the best of friends but we 'work' together before.ohhhh.they are such a pain in the a$$.such fakers r like the top of THE MOST HATE LIST of mine.fakers.fakers.fakers.nvr understand wat is in theirs minds.
the next typesof friend is the one tat stop by to greet when ur help is needed.another pain in the a$$.can u ever imagine tat someone talk to u juz to have the core of benefits.OMG.all theyneed is the ans to their ques and tats almost it.they got wat they wan and they juz leave u behind.yeah.tat friends huh.'friend'.the conversation is like SUX.cause ya juz noe tat they r onli faking it.
haiz.soemtimes i juz wanna tell all those 'friends' to STOP FAKING IT.like my motto juz be urself.dun fake it cause u look bad.put those mask down for a day and JUZ BE URSELF.
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those hi bye friends will tend to fake a smile and juz greet(lousy actors) you or they will juz pretend tat they nvr saw u.oh geez.so lame.tats y i hate it when tat happen.we might not be the best of friends but we 'work' together before.ohhhh.they are such a pain in the a$$.such fakers r like the top of THE MOST HATE LIST of mine.fakers.fakers.fakers.nvr understand wat is in theirs minds.
the next typesof friend is the one tat stop by to greet when ur help is needed.another pain in the a$$.can u ever imagine tat someone talk to u juz to have the core of benefits.OMG.all theyneed is the ans to their ques and tats almost it.they got wat they wan and they juz leave u behind.yeah.tat friends huh.'friend'.the conversation is like SUX.cause ya juz noe tat they r onli faking it.
haiz.soemtimes i juz wanna tell all those 'friends' to STOP FAKING IT.like my motto juz be urself.dun fake it cause u look bad.put those mask down for a day and JUZ BE URSELF.
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hurray!!!!
yes.finally.my first post on my own blog.i've started it.yeah.i've been telling my friends i will be doing this but its been delayed for like mths.but i do write stuffs tat im going post it up later.i did my homework,k.hahaha.juz finish my mid term today (emm no cause its past midnite so its yesterday). i think i sux at it.so im relaxing myself by doing tis blog.i will be celebrating if my test went well.i thought i did damn badly in my presentation(stutter and forgot my line) but hey my lec is kind afterall.she din juz 'kill' me.and my mock meeting went well.thought of celebrating but when i finish my test.damn.all happiness juz swept off.juz like tat.gosh.BUT watever over is over(juz trying to make myself feel better).ok.tats all for my first post.
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