Tuesday, May 19, 2009

tuesday the 19th

12.35pm -19 may 2009
just finish my corporate paper and im so doom.seriously doom for good.i dont know what am i doing for that paper.i seriously dont.i felt like crying.sux.damn sad.i really do very badly.i just can hope for a pass.thats all i can ask.i will never ask for more but a pass.i seriously do very badly.i really want to cry:(

1.30pm
-19 may 2009
i came back and start to arrange my papers.and i just realised i use the wrong formula for corporate question.omg.16marks just gone and gonna start minusing from 84 on wards.and there are a few question that i dont even understand.omg.i really really really dont know how.im seriously very sad:(

2.30pm
-19 may 2009
went into room and i wanted to sleep.but i cant seem to get the corporate question out of my head and wandering why i done so badly.i just can get myself back and sleep.damn sad.i really wanted a pass.only a pass.my roomie came back and she says she didnt do that well as well.so we were both discussing.we even though of quitting uni and just get a job or starts all over again.but i know that it will never happen cause i will be killed if i ever do that.damn tense:(

5.00pm
-19 may 2009
woke up and start to cook and eat.then wash baju and bath.didnt do anything much.


9.02pm
-19 may 2009
called mum and talk for about 15minutes.she was telling me about cutie kiddo standing up and crawling.i wish i was there.hoho.and i told her bout my exam.she says its okay but i knew that she is dissapointed.i am dissapointed with myself as well.i just cant concentrate and buck up.i seriously do not know what happen to me.there arent any fire that can encourage me.i really dont know what happen to me.HELP ME!!!i really need some help.please.anyone out there that can help me???i really need one right now.and she was saying im not really serious in my studies anymore.im not gonna deny that.i really dont.im watching series everyday.omg.i will try my best for the upcoming papers.do not let the past influence me.i sure will do my very best.i know i will.i have too.jia you.GAMBATTE.you sure can do it.believe in yourself.come on.




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Monday, May 18, 2009

monday the 18th

8.35am(18 may 2009)
i was getting ready to go to campus for exam at 9.ooam.then i got a shock.i cant seem to find my purse(my id is in there).omg.i got hysterical.i cant find in my bag or my room either.panicked and i just remember i might have put in on the library shelf.hurried up and went to library.luckily its still there when i reach library.thanx to the guard as well because let me in and have a check(library opens on 9.ooam but its 8.50am when i reach).thanx.

12.03pm
(18 may 2009)
finish my first paper.what a relief.its over for this paper.its not as hard as im worried but i still mess up this paper.omg.just want to pass.hopefully i can pass.

4.00pm
(18 may 2009)
i just woke up from my sleep.omg.i tomorrow still got paper but i can sleep until now.shitter.i need to starts studying now.wish me luck.

6.45pm
(18 may 2009)
just want to start on my corporate.darn.got a lot to study some more.regretting why i sleep so long.sigh.but never mind.do your best.gambatte.

9.21pm
(18 may 2009)
im now only in my second chapter.there is still 7 to 8 chapter to go.doom.haizz.jia you jia you.gambatte neh.



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sunday the 17th

10.25am - 17 may 2009
still at cyberia.waiting for some peeps and then we go library together.waits and waits..never mind that.you sure can do it.study hard.study smart.gambatte.

11.03am
- 17 may 2009
just reach library.have to start concentrating and start memorising.tomorrow is THE DAY.gonna do my best to finish up everything.gambatte.

12.35pm
(17 may 2009)
its been an hour or so but i havent even finish one chapter.im so doom.having headache as well.seriously gonna die man.omg.never mind,refresh yourself and starts stuyding.come on.you sure can do it.believe in yourself.gambatte.

1.28pm
- 17 may 2009
its kinda depressing cause i still got a lot to study.omg.but really thankful that i got a good sister and senior.encouraging me and helping me out. thanx a lot.i sure will do my very best.jia you.

3.19pm
- 17 may 2009
still in the first chapter.im so doom.just finish talking to mum on the phone.feel like crying but im holding myself back.i cant tahan anymore.im damn dissapointed with myself.very dissapointed.

3.58pm
- 17 may 2009
finally starts on my second chapter but i doubt that i remember the first chapter.sigh.

6.34pm
- 17 may 2009
im having my dinner now at hb1.luckily there is some progress.im not at chapter 8 but i havent start chapter 9 as well.i still got 9,10 and 11.still a lot.i dunno what time i will be able to finish but i will do my very best.wish me luck:)

10.33pm
(17 may 2009)
i now left with chapter 10 and 11.but im having a very veyr bad headache..cant seem to memorised anymore.very sleepy.i really dont hope too much for this subject.i just want to pass.just a pass.in the meantime,have to start reading again.

11.56pm
- 17 may 2009
reach cyberia already and i got a sms from my senior asking how am i doing.haizz.really appreciate it a lot when i got the encouragement i needed at the time i need them the most.thank you very much xiao mei:)



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Saturday, May 16, 2009

saturday the 16th

2pm-16 may 2009

im now still at home.but in another 5 hours, i will be in cyberjaya.unpacking my stuffs and starts studying for my fsa.exam starts on monday (18th may) but it seems like i havent start a single thing.omg.but i will do my best for my final.please God. take good care of me.i sure will do my very best. i sure will.i promise.haizz.even though im still at home at this very moment, i already starts missing my family.sigh.i sure will miss my mum voice.my brothers and the kiddos quarreling.my cute little kiddo laughther and cries.im gonna miss them.damn.having HSS again.sigh.anyway,i hope that i will go through my final smoothly and i will be home on no time.praying hard now for my final to be smooth.i will try and do my best.i sure will.gambatte.

3.46pm- 16 may 2009

halfway though to kuala lumpur.and i only starts listening to the mp3 in my phone.im so reluctant to go back cyber but i have to.no choice.its getting worse because i havent start studying.my body is not listening to my head that ask me to study.here comes the devil me.seriously a lot have to study.darn a lot.hopefully i can manage to go through my final smoothly.thats all i can hope for.i will do my best.i sure will.gambatte neh.

7.31pm-16 may 2009

just reach cyberia.it took longer time than i have expected.very tiring because of all the heavy book that i never even read at home and the lrt and klia transit.sigh.just finish talking to mum on the phone.miss her so much.will call her again tomorrow.hehe.need to start studying.gambatte.

9.58pm-16 may 2009

guess what am i doing???im not studying BUT IM BLOGGING.omg.i really tak serik-serik.buck up and START STUDYING.come on.start studying now.



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Thursday, May 7, 2009

so not considerate....

some peeps are just so not considerate for those around them.totally unconsiderate at all.unimaginable.they are just so selfish and love to make up assumption.dar.and the worse part is they are assuming the assumption is correct when IT IS SO NOT CORRECT.then they will have their mindset on what type of peeps are you.wtf.you dont do that cause its not fair.dar.so unconsiderate.







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Tuesday, May 5, 2009

ASSIGMENT + MID TERM = HECtiC ApRiL

april is really a damn hectic month.i got a dose of assignment and midterm weekly.starting from 1st april i got coporate finance mid term.too bad its not an april fool joke.the exam is still on.darn.then the next tues got FAR II midterm.then got another assignment due on next next mon continue with another midterm. the last two week of april also fill with midterm and assignment.in total i took 4 midterm and 4 assignment on april alone.omg.really sweat like crap.and FINAL is around the corner.damn.havent start studying.shitter.hopefully everything will be fine and i will work hard for my final.wish me luck.





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