tuesday the 19th

12.35pm -19 may 2009
just finish my corporate paper and im so doom.seriously doom for good.i dont know what am i doing for that paper.i seriously dont.i felt like crying.sux.damn sad.i really do very badly.i just can hope for a pass.thats all i can ask.i will never ask for more but a pass.i seriously do very badly.i really want to cry:(

1.30pm -19 may 2009
i came back and start to arrange my papers.and i just realised i use the wrong formula for corporate question.omg.16marks just gone and gonna start minusing from 84 on wards.and there are a few question that i dont even understand.omg.i really really really dont know how.im seriously very sad:(

2.30pm -19 may 2009
went into room and i wanted to sleep.but i cant seem to get the corporate question out of my head and wandering why i done so badly.i just can get myself back and sleep.damn sad.i really wanted a pass.only a pass.my roomie came back and she says she didnt do that well as well.so we were both discussing.we even though of quitting uni and just get a job or starts all over again.but i know that it will never happen cause i will be killed if i ever do that.damn tense:(

5.00pm -19 may 2009
woke up and start to cook and eat.then wash baju and bath.didnt do anything much.


9.02pm -19 may 2009
called mum and talk for about 15minutes.she was telling me about cutie kiddo standing up and crawling.i wish i was there.hoho.and i told her bout my exam.she says its okay but i knew that she is dissapointed.i am dissapointed with myself as well.i just cant concentrate and buck up.i seriously do not know what happen to me.there arent any fire that can encourage me.i really dont know what happen to me.HELP ME!!!i really need some help.please.anyone out there that can help me???i really need one right now.and she was saying im not really serious in my studies anymore.im not gonna deny that.i really dont.im watching series everyday.omg.i will try my best for the upcoming papers.do not let the past influence me.i sure will do my very best.i know i will.i have too.jia you.GAMBATTE.you sure can do it.believe in yourself.come on.




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