lalalala....insane....

its been 2months ++ since i last post.have i gotten to busy or i just lost the feeling to blog again???i dont now.maybe im too busy for this short sem.damn hectic.with all those assignments.im so damn tired.but what can i do.its a life i have choosen and i have to live with it.

im posting this just a few days before my first paper(exam again).sigh.i just realise i have tad lotsa stuffs to study.i dont have enough time.continuous for three days(22,23,24) before i can release myself from tension.not forgetting there will be a huge presentation on tomorrow(20th).its a sunday.yess.a presentation on sun(some even have their final on sunday).so unbelievable.haizz.

what can i do now???i dont know.but i surely will try my best to cramp everything into my head(as usual).last minute thingy is not but i cant seem to get rid of this habit.good luck to myself cause i need lotsa luck right now.




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sooo long

its been damn long since i last post here.hmmm.too busy watching shows and everything.i still didnt change.love last minute study.hoho.will sum up what i've been up this few months.

i saw a cutie pie in the bus back to cyber.its kinda like a few weeks ago.i mean a lot of weeks ago.its proven that i too long didnt update my bloggie ad.hoho.she is too cute.she smile to everyone that had eye contact with her.sweet lil girl:)

what else im gonna write here???i dont know cause i kinda forgetful person.there a lots of stuffs that i wanted to write but i just forgot bout it.i usually need to post what i felt at the very moment or else im gonna forgot everything.

im just gonna write my recently happening 'it' stuffs.im gonna work starting tomorrow till tues.yeah.and another thing is i havent start studying at all.wth.damn.got 2 calculation sub and 3 theory sub.im just so dead.no matter how much i said i shouldnt do last minute study but i just cant seem to make myself to study earlier.sigh.i need to buck up and study.i need to.i have to.gambatte.tried your very best.

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moviess!!!

finally i got to watch 'night at the museum'.yeahhh.hurray.but that movie is funny at some part and kinda boring at another part.but its still funny.you will have kahmunrah(he is seriously funny),abraham lincoln,albert einstein(the way he talk and calculate is so cool) and you got the cupid jonas brothers.its so funny with those curly hairs and singing-love bug,my heart will go on.so cute.lolx.and not forgetting the 'short' french guy.and general george armstrong custer.he is so hilarious.with all those strategies.lmao.

we even watch 'drag me to hell' again.but i still close my ears with my hands.hoho.i still got the goosebumps and everything even though i already watch it.at least im not that scared like the first time i watch it.hehe.and i finally got my bag.thanx a lot for the really really really advance present bird nest@si kecik.wakaka.waiting for transfomers.yeahh...





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scared the hell out of us!!!

frankly telling.i love horror movie.i always love horror movie.and me,my buddy and ling decided to watch 'drag me to hell'.and for the very first time,i got scared the hell out of me.yes i did.on the very first scene,it already made me jump up and drop my kaya puff.omg.embarrassing.and they 'old lady' is freaking scary.she is way to strong for someone her age.and poor the leading lady.and justin long is cute.lolx.anyway,back to the movie that scared us till my buddy covers her ears and ling closing her eyes while i covers my ears and avoiding any eyes contact with the screen.lmao.the movie was nice and the sound effects were good.and it really gives you the goosebumps.the stretching sounds of the 'lamia' on the doorsteps is freaking scary.not forgetting the 'old lady' that pops up whenever she wants and gave the leading lady a scare and tried to killed her over and over again.this movie seriously have a great impact on me because when i sleep,i was thinking bout the 'old lady'.staring at me with one blind eyes,her fake teeths,coughing and also the sounds of her finger nails on the table.scaryyy.overall its a cool movie.

maybe peeps will be wondering why the heck we have to suffer like this just to watch a horror movie???why not watch a comedy or any romantic movies???horror movie is appealing to me because i love to get scared out of myself.yess.i love to suffer from that.hohoho.sometimes its good.horror movies give you something that comedy or romantic movies can give you.i dont know how to bring that in words.but its fun watching.lolx.


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the DAY...

its the DAY again.i need to have the DAY for thrice a year and its always killing me.the anxiety of what awaits you in the end.it felt differently everytime i awaits the DAY.but luckily i go through again.it is a blessing.im so happy.i do not really care whether or not im in first class or whether my cgpa drops but im already very happy when i pass all.thats only me but others might really crave for the first class thingy but not me.its nice to be in first class but if you are not then its not the end of the wrold.just suck it up and do better next time.we will meet again on the next the DAY.





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movie marathon!!!

i cant seem to recall the last movie i watch and its proven that its been such a long time since i watch one.for a movie maniac like me, not watching movies for like at least twice a months(when there is nice one out) is really disturbing and weird.but have been seriously busy lately with all the assignments and final and i cant seems to find the right peeps to watch movies with me. and there arent much nice movies that attract me.yeahh. but luckily for me,this time around when i came HOME for holidays there are a few decent movies that i have laid my eyes on.and my buddy is on holiday too so we decided to have a movies marathon.kinda.is watching three movies in a day considered movies marathon???well for me the answers is YES.haha.watching three decent movies in a day is such a nice feeling.and the feeling of stepping into the cinema that i havent step for such a long time is good.lolx

we start off with the movie '17 Again' starring Zac Efron.its darn hilarious because of Ned. he seriously loves comics and he live in their world by bring the character to life.speaking in an elf language with the principal.and fighting with zac's mike using light saber.anhe is a cool 'dad' to mike.lolx.

the next movie we have at 4.20pm is 'Angels and Demons'.this is seriously one nice movie.luckily for me that i manage to watch it because it is only left with two time slot.so lucky me.hehe.i love ewan mcgregor's character.even though he is the bad guy that caused all the chaos in choosing the pope but i still love him.haha.one of the most memorable scence that i love so much is when ewan's patrick took the so called bomb(i dont know the name) with him into the helicopter and flew high up into the skies.he sacrifice himself for the sake of the people(kinda of).i thought he gonna die at the moment he vanish in the skies but hey he got on a parachute and flew down.hoho.he got like a few heavy bump before he landed like hitting the rooftop and everything.yeah.but too bad he die at the end.hmmm.

and the final movie we have of the day is 'Hannah Montana'.another funny movie but its kinda disappointing though because Jackson doesnt have more lines than i expect him to have.i seriously think he will bring more comedy into the movie like he had in the Hannah Montana series.the few scenes that he was in crack the hell out of me.lolx.and hannah's love interest,Travis is so so so good looking or maybe cute.lol.his eyes.his hair.his SMILE.haha.its just so nice.and miley cyrus is one chick that can sing unlike those 'singers' that cant even sing.cool.and fall in love with the song 'the climb' when i watch this movie.

thats the three movie i have in a day BUT i miss star trek.damn.and my buddy says it is nice.banging my head to the wall foe missing it.sigh.hopefully i'll manage to watch night at the museum and im anticipating for 24 jun for TRANSFOMER:REVENGE OF THE FALLEN.the trailer is cool and i cant wait for that.hoho.



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tuesday the 19th

12.35pm -19 may 2009
just finish my corporate paper and im so doom.seriously doom for good.i dont know what am i doing for that paper.i seriously dont.i felt like crying.sux.damn sad.i really do very badly.i just can hope for a pass.thats all i can ask.i will never ask for more but a pass.i seriously do very badly.i really want to cry:(

1.30pm -19 may 2009
i came back and start to arrange my papers.and i just realised i use the wrong formula for corporate question.omg.16marks just gone and gonna start minusing from 84 on wards.and there are a few question that i dont even understand.omg.i really really really dont know how.im seriously very sad:(

2.30pm -19 may 2009
went into room and i wanted to sleep.but i cant seem to get the corporate question out of my head and wandering why i done so badly.i just can get myself back and sleep.damn sad.i really wanted a pass.only a pass.my roomie came back and she says she didnt do that well as well.so we were both discussing.we even though of quitting uni and just get a job or starts all over again.but i know that it will never happen cause i will be killed if i ever do that.damn tense:(

5.00pm -19 may 2009
woke up and start to cook and eat.then wash baju and bath.didnt do anything much.


9.02pm -19 may 2009
called mum and talk for about 15minutes.she was telling me about cutie kiddo standing up and crawling.i wish i was there.hoho.and i told her bout my exam.she says its okay but i knew that she is dissapointed.i am dissapointed with myself as well.i just cant concentrate and buck up.i seriously do not know what happen to me.there arent any fire that can encourage me.i really dont know what happen to me.HELP ME!!!i really need some help.please.anyone out there that can help me???i really need one right now.and she was saying im not really serious in my studies anymore.im not gonna deny that.i really dont.im watching series everyday.omg.i will try my best for the upcoming papers.do not let the past influence me.i sure will do my very best.i know i will.i have too.jia you.GAMBATTE.you sure can do it.believe in yourself.come on.




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monday the 18th

8.35am(18 may 2009)
i was getting ready to go to campus for exam at 9.ooam.then i got a shock.i cant seem to find my purse(my id is in there).omg.i got hysterical.i cant find in my bag or my room either.panicked and i just remember i might have put in on the library shelf.hurried up and went to library.luckily its still there when i reach library.thanx to the guard as well because let me in and have a check(library opens on 9.ooam but its 8.50am when i reach).thanx.

12.03pm(18 may 2009)
finish my first paper.what a relief.its over for this paper.its not as hard as im worried but i still mess up this paper.omg.just want to pass.hopefully i can pass.

4.00pm(18 may 2009)
i just woke up from my sleep.omg.i tomorrow still got paper but i can sleep until now.shitter.i need to starts studying now.wish me luck.

6.45pm(18 may 2009)
just want to start on my corporate.darn.got a lot to study some more.regretting why i sleep so long.sigh.but never mind.do your best.gambatte.

9.21pm(18 may 2009)
im now only in my second chapter.there is still 7 to 8 chapter to go.doom.haizz.jia you jia you.gambatte neh.



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sunday the 17th

10.25am - 17 may 2009
still at cyberia.waiting for some peeps and then we go library together.waits and waits..never mind that.you sure can do it.study hard.study smart.gambatte.

11.03am - 17 may 2009
just reach library.have to start concentrating and start memorising.tomorrow is THE DAY.gonna do my best to finish up everything.gambatte.

12.35pm(17 may 2009)
its been an hour or so but i havent even finish one chapter.im so doom.having headache as well.seriously gonna die man.omg.never mind,refresh yourself and starts stuyding.come on.you sure can do it.believe in yourself.gambatte.

1.28pm - 17 may 2009
its kinda depressing cause i still got a lot to study.omg.but really thankful that i got a good sister and senior.encouraging me and helping me out. thanx a lot.i sure will do my very best.jia you.

3.19pm - 17 may 2009
still in the first chapter.im so doom.just finish talking to mum on the phone.feel like crying but im holding myself back.i cant tahan anymore.im damn dissapointed with myself.very dissapointed.

3.58pm - 17 may 2009
finally starts on my second chapter but i doubt that i remember the first chapter.sigh.

6.34pm - 17 may 2009
im having my dinner now at hb1.luckily there is some progress.im not at chapter 8 but i havent start chapter 9 as well.i still got 9,10 and 11.still a lot.i dunno what time i will be able to finish but i will do my very best.wish me luck:)

10.33pm(17 may 2009)
i now left with chapter 10 and 11.but im having a very veyr bad headache..cant seem to memorised anymore.very sleepy.i really dont hope too much for this subject.i just want to pass.just a pass.in the meantime,have to start reading again.

11.56pm - 17 may 2009
reach cyberia already and i got a sms from my senior asking how am i doing.haizz.really appreciate it a lot when i got the encouragement i needed at the time i need them the most.thank you very much xiao mei:)



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saturday the 16th

2pm-16 may 2009

im now still at home.but in another 5 hours, i will be in cyberjaya.unpacking my stuffs and starts studying for my fsa.exam starts on monday (18th may) but it seems like i havent start a single thing.omg.but i will do my best for my final.please God. take good care of me.i sure will do my very best. i sure will.i promise.haizz.even though im still at home at this very moment, i already starts missing my family.sigh.i sure will miss my mum voice.my brothers and the kiddos quarreling.my cute little kiddo laughther and cries.im gonna miss them.damn.having HSS again.sigh.anyway,i hope that i will go through my final smoothly and i will be home on no time.praying hard now for my final to be smooth.i will try and do my best.i sure will.gambatte.

3.46pm- 16 may 2009

halfway though to kuala lumpur.and i only starts listening to the mp3 in my phone.im so reluctant to go back cyber but i have to.no choice.its getting worse because i havent start studying.my body is not listening to my head that ask me to study.here comes the devil me.seriously a lot have to study.darn a lot.hopefully i can manage to go through my final smoothly.thats all i can hope for.i will do my best.i sure will.gambatte neh.

7.31pm-16 may 2009

just reach cyberia.it took longer time than i have expected.very tiring because of all the heavy book that i never even read at home and the lrt and klia transit.sigh.just finish talking to mum on the phone.miss her so much.will call her again tomorrow.hehe.need to start studying.gambatte.

9.58pm-16 may 2009

guess what am i doing???im not studying BUT IM BLOGGING.omg.i really tak serik-serik.buck up and START STUDYING.come on.start studying now.



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so not considerate....

some peeps are just so not considerate for those around them.totally unconsiderate at all.unimaginable.they are just so selfish and love to make up assumption.dar.and the worse part is they are assuming the assumption is correct when IT IS SO NOT CORRECT.then they will have their mindset on what type of peeps are you.wtf.you dont do that cause its not fair.dar.so unconsiderate.







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ASSIGMENT + MID TERM = HECtiC ApRiL

april is really a damn hectic month.i got a dose of assignment and midterm weekly.starting from 1st april i got coporate finance mid term.too bad its not an april fool joke.the exam is still on.darn.then the next tues got FAR II midterm.then got another assignment due on next next mon continue with another midterm. the last two week of april also fill with midterm and assignment.in total i took 4 midterm and 4 assignment on april alone.omg.really sweat like crap.and FINAL is around the corner.damn.havent start studying.shitter.hopefully everything will be fine and i will work hard for my final.wish me luck.





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KiAsu-iSm

kiasu-ism is really something very very common among us.seriously.you can see this type of peeps around you.it doesnt matter whether you are working or studying.sigh.im not condeming those peeps.i know why peeps are kiasu but there is one particular that really left me wandering.why is there this kiasu peeps lied about not even started something when they already have?they just lied to your face.im just so curious.wandering what they are thinking.are they feeling they should have told others that they havent start even though they have???question question question.





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im BACK!!!

its wednesday and im running out of time to finish up my assignments(audit and FAR2) that are due next week.and im having my taxation mid term on next mon(i have 9 chap to finish).im seriously running out of time.omg.but im happy cause i just reach cyber last 26 hours.which mean i came nack on tues nitez.haha.i wrote this on my way back to cyber

"i now on the way back to cyber.i know what ya all thinking.its tues and im now on my way back to cyberjaya?hmmm.in another words it mean i skipped 2days of classes.but in fact i only skipped monday classes because tuesday class magically canceled.haha.lucky me.weird feeling arouse again and i cant find any suitable words to describe them.hmmm.anyway,,my brother asked me this questio(again) - the course you taking now melaka didnt offer(maybe asking me this question again cause i've been going home weekly.hoho)?? same answer from me again - cause im january intake and melaka did not offer this course for january intake.yeah.i've been asked this question for like countless of time and the answer is always the same.im now wandering if it ever make a difference if i stay in melaka??for peeps like me,it definitely makes a difference.no doubt about it.hoho.someone told me that its better in cyberjaya cause you will be able to enjoy the campus life.damn campus life.i dont give a damn.dar.prefer my life back home rather than campus life.but there are always stuffs that will bug me.endless probz that i cant seem to get rid off.it will resurface again and again and again.hopefully i can have the strength i needed to solve them.wish me luck"


insane me.writing this again.but hopefully everything will turn ou just fine.i sure can get rid of all the obstacles in front of me and prevail.hohoho.




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the MOON!!!

this picture is taken after i finish my song practice and im on my way back home.its not really that clear but the bigger circle is actually a rainbow look alike that circle around the moon.serious.but its not really that obvious here.cant really see the rainbow but it seriously look beautiful when i see it on the spot.nice.







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IM AN EMO KID!!!

yeah.this is a statement. I AM AN EMO KID.not going to deny this.this few days is like turning from bad to worse.everything that happen just dun please me.whatever peeps say just piss me off.what happen to me???i have no idea at all.maybe too stressfull.peeps say im too emo until they cant communicate with me.oh yeah.whatever.have you ever been in a total chaos where you cant breathe and you have no one to rely on???i doubt you ever have.what do you have to give up in your perfect little world(quote from Transfomer).wakaka.yeah.another fren just told me that my bloggie too anti peeps ad.okok.im gonna state here again-THIS IS WHAT I FELT DURING THAT PARTICULAR TIME.IM NOT ANTI-ing ANYONE.I JUST WROTE WHAT I FELT.

ok.i will try to decrease my emo level down a little.im trying.




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HOME SICK SYNDROME = HSS

HSS.something i created to go with how i feel right now.it just pop in my mind.hmmm.

do all of you have it when you leave home with the thought that you never know when will you go back again???hmmm.some might have it and some dont.and i am one of them that will have it so here are a few HSS characteristics that i knew or can i say face:

1. getting sad for no reason a few days before the time to go back
2. feel that the time flies like winds
3. think that the days are really short when they are spent at home
4. starting to miss parents,siblings even though you are still there with them
5. do not have any mood to study
6. regret that didnt spent much time at home
7. regret that didnt help much at home
8. regret that didnt communicate much with family members(facing the tv or lappie more than facing family members)
   
9. try the hardest to delay the time to go back
10. CRY when its time to go
11. feel empty when you reach the place you never want to come back
12. feel emotional
13. feel tense
14. feel tired
15. feel alone
16. feel like its the END
17. feel like the days here is slow
18. feel like shutting yourself from everyone
19. wandering if there is a secret place where you will be happy
20. wandering if ONLY i can stay at home
21. wandering if ONLY i can feel better

im having HSS now.damn emo and i dont know how to face them tomorrow.they gonna start nagging and nagging and nagging.LEAVE ME ALONE.plzzzz.





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fakers!!!!

some crap call me and tell me things that kinda piss me off.wtf.darn.i hate those peeps.will find you if they need your help and just leave you alone when they dont need to.this type of peeps better dont come near me.or can i say DONT talk to me.i hate this type of peeps.thinking you are so popular and everyone will go gaga over you.plzzz lah.stp acting like you are so 'famous'.i HATE it.you FAKERS.





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in campus...

part of the view where i have my meal.






























i spent my whole day in campus.started off badly cause last minute class cancel.darn.so which means a waste of time going there so early but in another way its good cause i got more time to study.start studying around 1++.and sit there and study till i feel hungry.hehe.went to the mini market to buy kerepek and roti and one mentos.then i walk around looking for a place to finish up my roti.so i went to fom(3floor.the very end balcony).i sit there and kinda nice.cause its kinda quite and im all alone.rocks.hoho.start to eat my roti and read my slides.while i was reading and eating as well,i saw an IS(international student) went to his car and starts his car.i was waiting for him to drive off but he didnt.even after a few cars took off but he is still there.finally he came out of his car and went in the building again.curious on what exactly is he thinking.hmmm.nvr know.

while i was eating and reading,someone talk to me.here goes the conversation

mR.A :&^#@$&
banana: pardon?
mR.A : (repeat) do you like the scenery here??
banana: yes.i do(smiling)

and mR.A went off smiling to my reply.he must think im a weirdo.sitting there aall alone.hoho.i am a weirdo.then another conversation starts

ms.B :you dont feel hot??
banana: nope.not really(smiling again)

ms.B went off as well smiling too.then here come mR.C.he didnt talk to me but he just look suprised im there(i mean his eyes are wide open).haha.maybe its weird that im sitting alone there with foods and papers.people just turn curious.haha.before i leave i took a few pic.its actually not bad.the place.its quite,suits me a lot.

after that i continue sticking my butts in the library till the time when i post this.for the very first time.hoho.




will be my place of zen.place of peace.





ps:everything went well until they gave me that b**** look.wtf.spoilt my day.




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dark....

everything seems so dark.i cant think of anything.i really wanted to study and im darn scared of my quiz tomorrow and my mid term on wednesday.but i just cant seems to get myself to study.i cant buck up and start studying.i just cant.omg.im so dead.dead for good.




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im bad...

guess what im doing right now at this moment when im posting this(of course beside typing for this post),im watching drama.what the heck.im having a quiz on tues and audit midterm on wed.AND IM NOT STUDYING.i wan to whack myself.i wanted someone to tell me to study.to ask me to study.i just cant concentrate myself.i just dont feel like studying.i just want to watch dramas and cant wait to go back HOME.in another words im in holiday mode.sux.i cant help.so im staying back tomorrow at campus and hopefully i will start studying.





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depress yet again....

went through hell of obstacles to write this post.switch on my lappie again because i feel like writing a post.the line SUX that i have to restart the modem.oh man.i just feel like posting something now at this time(2.18am.according to my phone time).havent slept just yet even though im preparing.out of sudden i just feel lonely(yet again).sitting alone typing this post in the living room.its quite except for the sound of the clock ticking.tick tick tick tick.every seconds follow by every minutes and it just continue ticking without stopping.and so my life just continue with the ticking sound.every seconds follow by every minutes.oh man.im seriously down for no reason.maybe there is a reason why im like that.get a life.i will be happy again in another 7days.i sure will survive it.i sure will get through it.hopefully.




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insane ME...

im having a few posts continuously.haha.too much to be written here.at this time when i wrote this post,i just reach cyberjaya not long ago.finish unpacking and finish bathing.and now updating my bloggie.this is what i wrote when im in the bus coming back to kuala lumpur.

"im leaving melaka again.haizz.gonna have to wait till my mid term break before i can go back again(20th march leh).so long.but its ok.it will be over shortly because too many things need to be finished up.will be having my audit mid term on next wed and far2 quiz next tues.sigh.oh ya.and i have to finish up my fsa assignment like ASAP.and have to start my other assignments.drop dead.hopefully i can finish it up."

thats how i feel when im in the bus.insane right???haizzz.hopefully eveyrthing will runs smoothly.




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confusing???emo???

some say my bloggie is kinda confusing with the use of colours.some say my bloggie is emo.and some say that my bloggie have too many words and lack of pictures.hmmm.well,i love black and the colour that i choose are those colour that attract me at the times when i wanted to write which ever posts.for the emo part,i cant deny that I AM EMO.nah.its just how i feel at that particular time.so most of the times i do feel emo BUT i will try to reduce them.wish me luck.and bout the pictures just give me some time to bluetooth them and i'll starts writing.promise.




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missing something...

i still have 13 more days to go before i go back HOME again.wakaka.damn insane.i just reach here yesterday and i already started to think of going back again.cant blame me.i kinda lost all the energy i supposed to have when i come back here.im not the usual me.unbelievable???believe it.everything seems so slow here.i mean the time.its really true that those happy times will be like the winds and they just leave as fast as they came.haizz.




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WHO DO YOU LIVE FOR???

topic of the day.WHO DO YOU LIVE FOR???its kinda weird topic to starts off but anyway its just how i feel.



some live for love.some live for the sake of money while some live because they just live.and there are some that live because of friends.it is very rare that people live for family.i usually live for my friends.i usually put my friends beyond everything.my mum once said that i cant survive without my friends.its true at the time when she said it BUT its no longer true anymore.i had many encounter with those 'friends' that i think is my friends but sadly they are not.they tend to hurt you even though you did nothing that offended them(ok.maybe might offend them but hey just speak it out.it is way better than gossiping behind someone.dar).i had too much of experience(happen during primary,secondary and even in u i now.darn).when will it stops???cant answer that question cause you will never know.so i just had to live with it.but those people that will always be by your side is your family.we went through together the hardship.the sweats.the tears.thats why they are important.they will always be there for you no matter what-whether good or bad- they will always be the one that support you.some people just forgot about that.i started to learn to appreciate my family when im studying in cyber.i learn to live for them. it might be a long and tough lesson to learn BUT i sure will make it through cause they are the one that accept me for WHO I AM and not WHAT I AM.proudly to say now I LIVE FOR MY FAMILY.


and the journey back from melaka to kuala lumpur is as usual-tiring and a boring journey- because you just never wish you need to come back here.sigh.darn boring.heard a lot of stories that make me sit up and realise the life that i had.maybe it is boring at times,sad at times,happy at times.THAT IS LIFE.you cant do anything to change it cause it is a circle that happen again again and again.all you can do is that learn from each things that happen and you might find happiness from it.it might be bad as what it seems BUT you might gain something you never thought you will get in return.and thats the exciting part about it.you never knew what is going to happen and there might be suprises.who knows.life will be better if you believe in it.it sure will.



QUOTE OF THE DAY:

"DO NOT LIVE FOR THE SAKE OF OTHER PEOPLE BECAUSE YOU WILL BE THE ONE SUFFERING LATER."



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FAMILY is the most IMPORTANT assets in my life!!!

just like the title goes "family is the most important assets in my life".no matter what i face,i sure can gets the comfort i need from my family members.they will sure be there for me when i need them.i really appreciate it a lot.

yesterday i went out with my sister and brother cause they got something to do.so i just tagged along.haha.you know the feeling when someone really care for me so much.i seriously feel like a little sister when im with them.getting what i want.eating whatever i want(mcD-lunch,bak kut teh,claypot chicken-dinner).haha.insane.but im seriously very happy.

oh ya.and now im having the habit of calling my mum once a day.maybe even twice a day.oh man.for the first time i really call her everyday without missing.just listening to her voice.talking with her.hmmm.i miss her so much.but its ok cause im going back HOME next week.hahaha.


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HOME SWEET HOME!!!

one month is very short especially when you spent it with your family and friends back HOME.time flies without you realizing it and it is time to say GOODBYE.it is a total heartbreak to even say the word.i dont even dare to look in her eyes with fears that i will cry.sad.

even though you might say that it will only be 2 hours journey back to melaka BUT the time you uses to get there is all that matter.(if by car, it will totally be fine.imagine you taking bus and it sums up to 4 hours to get to melaka.know why???firstly you need to take bus(rapid T429) to putrajaya sentral.then take KLIA transit to bandar tasik selatan.from there you need to take LRT to plaza rakyat.its takes up to 2 hours to get to plaza rakyat plus the stuffs you taking.heavy and killing.and not forgetting the buses that are so usually 'on time'-ya know what i mean.if dont know just leave me a comment.i'll tell you.hoho.sorry to say that BUT thats the truth)

BUT im willing to endure all those obstacles just to go back home.i dont mind the waiting.yes.i will.HOME SWEET HOME.i easily get home sick and peeps will start to say that you are so so so MAMA's GIRL.so what.i dont care what you say cause i just LOVE to go home:p just say whatever you want cause i dont care and i dont give a damn.hoho.i will be counting down to the time when i can finally go home again even though it might not be anytime soon.wait for me HOME.wakaka.




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YEAH!!!

based on the title itself,it shown that this will be a happy post.hoho.yeah.finally everything that i have worried all along is gone.haha.im darn happy when i know it.the burden is all gone and i have very nice sleep.enjoy giler.haha.all those sleepless night all gone after i knew it.all gone.hmmm.maybe im juz stressing myself BUT hey thats what all of us face.hoho:p




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mistake!!!

okok.my bad for having a shoutout that i've updated my bloggie BUT i havent(im sorry dude).cmon.im darn enjoying at home now that i din on9 much and update my bloggie.wakaka.but soon everything will be back to the times when i will update my bloggie a lot(holiday gonna end.i mean it already ended but i took my own holiday.hoho).happy chinese new year ya all:p




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buLLet...

been tagged by my fellow fren, rishi aka mr.afro."ive tagged u.plz do it! I beg u!!! by mr afro himself(he leave message on my msn.haha).so here we go...


I. Put your iTunes/any other players on shuffle.
II. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
III. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!


IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
- Just for the record by Jordin Spark

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
- High School Musical -> Start Of Something New by Zac Efron and Vanessa Anne Hudgens

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- Goodbye by Secondhand Serenade

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
- What hurts the most by Rascal Flatts

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
- Changes by Will Young

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
- Whatever It Takes by Lifehouse

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- A twist in my story by Secondhand Serenade

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
- Hero by Mariah Carey

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- Love like this by Natasha Bedingfield ft Sean Kingston

WHAT IS 2+2?
- Say goodnight by The Click Five

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
- Your call by Secondhand serenade

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- Natural by S club 7

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
- Sexy can I (really???unbelievable.wakaka)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
- Track 6

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
- Where'd you go by Fort minor

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
- Young and in love by Jordin Spark

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
- Emotions by Destiny's Child (emo me.that's right)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
- If you go by Sophie Ellis Bextor

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
- Touch my body by Mariah Carey (wow.weally??oh man.lolx)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
- Lonely no more by Rob Thomas

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
- Let it rock by Kevin Rudolf & LiL wayne

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
- The Reason by Hoobastank

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
- Realize by Colbie Caillat

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
- Bullet by Creed



finally i finish this and its kinda fun.some are true and some are juz darn hilarious.not bad.hoho.



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unbelievable???BELIEVE iT!!!

juz like the title goes.really unbelievable that im not thinking bout that probz that bugs me for weeks ad.wakaka.ok.maybe not entirely but im happy that i finally and slowly forgetting it(at least i got nice sleep.smiling more.hehe).slowly believing that everything will turn out juz fine(even though it might not be fine).hoho.i need weeks to get over it.but it is never ever too late to realise that everything will be fine even though you screw up.hehe.i will accept whatever it is.i sure will:)

oh ya.i need to congrats mr.afro cause he got shortlisted for cleo's 50 most eligible bachelors 2009.unbelievable???believe it.lolx.BUT he really did sent all the pics of him with the afro hair.oh man.hopefully u get the phone call from them(i will personally prefers if u sent the photos minus the afro) BUT i think its cool.way to go mr.afro.way to go.



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SAD!!!

been ask to update my bloggie BUT no mood to update.i still dont know my fate juz yet.so i've been thinking alot lately.what have i done.i still cant get over it.i juz cant.omg.i cant sleep well.i keep on and on thinking bout it.haizzz.plz.i wont wish that much.juz be mercy to me.plz.




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damn sad

damn sad ar.i cant get over the fact that i have made that mistake.how could i do that???i really wan to cry.now im left pondering whether or not i will went downhill for the paper.im so scared.im really really sad.i juz cant get over with it.i will now have to strive for my last paper.hopefully everything will be juz fine.



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what should i do???

im here in cyberjaya preparing for my final tomorrow but im not really preparing at all.sigh.what can i do that buck up???i dont know.

Slight help is needed here

by the person that seriOusly need one

Anyone that can help out, just raiSe your hand

i really need that ONE person to help me out




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INSANE!!! h0h0

again.im so reluctant to go back to cyberjaya(as always.hehe).juz a few minutes away from home(yeah yeah yeah.im so in my comfort zone:p) i ad home sick(miss everyone ad).darn.useless me.i dunno how im gonna spend my next 3yrs there if im like this.omg.BUT its will be soon when i can go back home again(in a week time).wakaka.gonna finish my exam on 10 jan(taking 4.30pm bus).lolx.anticipating to go back HOME even though i havent even leave melaka.geez.im insane.i am.hoho.BUT the feeling of coming back HOME make me feel happy to go back cyber again.cause i cant keep myself from thinking that i will be heading home(again) in a week time.hehe.

BUT i have to quit thinkimg about going home.i need to focus with the tasks at hand that is my FINAL(on 5 jan).omg.scary.i really need to buck up and start(i mean seriously) studying.no more joking around.u sure can do it bananachamp.hehe.dun pressure urself too much.u sure can do it.stress free(for now).




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